10/24/6070, Flying in the Airship

I am so furious with Vestra right now. She... she has always been reckless, and brash, but that's her thing and largely it's never put anyone else at risk. Lately, though? She's just rushed into fights.. she rushed at Dilliat. I forgave that. He taunted her. But now? Today? I don't even have words. She summoned a *hurricane*... while we're on an airship. A SHIP IN THE AIR!!! If I hadn't been next to Amberlight I'm not sure I would have been able to hang on. We were all on the deck, and I begged her to stop it and she refused. It's like she doesn't even care anymore, and only wants to storm into battle headfirst.

I'm so mad I even said Wylde was right, which is the WORST.

[ There is a bunch of angry, inky, scribbling ]

10/26/6070, Derelict Ship

We came across a derelict airship that was attacked by a blue dragon. It was overrun with undead. Shadows, Eidelons... We think they probably manifested from the crew.  We cleared them out with no small help from Kelemvor. I'm grateful I was able to cast the right spell for the job. Things were getting ugly, fast.

After clearing away the undead, I made sure to give the victims of the attack a funeral and we put them away to sea. They were scholars. They didn't deserve that kind of death.

On the ship we found some nice items that will help us in our fights. One of those things was the Holy Avenger Greatsword. Inside is the soul of a warrior that gave their life entirely to their cause and was put into the sword.  I had an interesting conversation with it, and then it... kind of went sideways on me in regards to being a Revenant. Cressida is on to me. Problem to solve later. It makes me think a little bit about Coriya though. She didn't choose to have her soul yanked around and shoved where it's not meant to be. I have to be more sensitive to that when

[the writing stops there]

10/28/6070

The blue dragon found us. They shot it with ship cannons. It went away. Good riddance.

10/31??

We were able to rescue the passengers and Coriya from the rod! I'm so relieved. I was worried that would get overlooked and I feel so much better now. I'm also feeling dread. I can't keep ignoring this conversation that has to happen. But I don't know how to have it, either. How can I do that to her?